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Thursday, November 02, 2006

Sunshine, Eternal

Its time to change.
I'm quite honestly tired of pretty much everything about my life right now. I am quite possibly in love with every part of it, but its become like some moldy old security blanket that I've always been attached to but suddenly starts to remind me of all the times I sobbed into it.
Its late at night, I am extremely tired and in all probability am not in complete control of all that I'm typing. I'm just fed up, I feel like that woman in the movie Chocolat who has to uproot her life and get somewhere far away every time the north wind gets under her collar.
I want to sit down somewhere and figure out exactly what I'm doing with my life and what it is that I really want and stop trying to hurtle blindly through it all while simply assuming that somehow miraculously I will end up unscathed in a place that I want to be.
Everything I think I know makes me seem ridiculous. I don't likes it preciousss.

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rorschach said...

where you want to be is where the sun dont shine!

heh. sorry couldn't resist fooling around where serious thoughts were being expressed. maybe its just too serious. maybe you're trying to see too much. but the maybe not.

im going the blind way. im blind.